My skin is crawling with decay
I'm really not sure which way
I'm supposed to go
Or where to stay
My heart is pounding
Teeth are chattering
I'm tearing apart at the re-sewn seams
My brain is numb
I need someone
To take this all away
To kill off what's here
To cut off the hand of fear
To bury this regret
Why haven't I learned yet
This isn't what it's supposed to be like
No, this isn't right
The shamed, the inflamed
Pulsing black heart
That threatens to tear apart
Everything I am
Everything I thought I ought to be
Everything that was good
Is gone and buried
Murdered along
With my soul
My heart is pounding
Teeth are chattering
Im tearing apart at the re-sewn seams
My will to go
Is gone with the flow
Of death and decay inside this cage
Take this pain away
Amputate this fear
This lack of will to hear
What's ringing in my head
What's putting all this dread
Inside this empty head
Inside this beating heart
Ripe with hatred
Full of madness
This isn't what it's supposed to be like
No, this isn't right
This corpse was meant to be
Alive and completely free
Yet it's chained, shackled
Bound at the feet
Bound at the heart
It's torn apart
My heart is pounding
Teeth are chattering
Im tearing apart at the re-sewn seams