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By Justoned
The fire inside that I know
Let me tell you friend, the person inside
is the one I'm trying to find
but I am always looking for some closet ro reside.
When we're inside we feel like the world
would take us to the place which you take for granted
Also inside there is the evil place
where all the spirits begin.
the place where you start to bring yourself down
with out even realizing that the needle is your steed
and the place you try to find usually begins with a high
don't let it fool ya
before you know it the snake will be inside
looking for a mouse to eat
or having someone break my body
like letting the person that you try to find turn on you
and make you feel like shit.
Yet the problem with that is believing that when that person
comes around, your cornered in a pine box
covered in the blood which resides.
I wonder if that the only reason we are here
is just to cower down in shameful fear.
Maybe we are are only here to be beat down.
The needle is long death coming.
I can preach to you to stay clear,
cause I know what it costs so dear.
I could have my feelings back.
I could say I love you
If only the snake inside would hide
leave me alone no more to reside
once bitten it starts to consume.
Once you quit, it still rears it's head.
I wish I could find the real person inside
I wish he wouldn't hide.
If you can realize the life we live
is just enough life to give
to the drugs with which we crave
Sorry I can't say what I fully mean
Words fail me
But trust me, there is a fire inside of me
there is a good person inside of me
if only I could find.