Constantly over analysing myself and my situation,

The protocol for propagating protaganists.

Am I a leader? Or do I dim the spotlight?

I'm reaching out for peace of mind.

I'm reaching out to protect what is mine.

You're always past my reach, hiding in shadows.

I'm searching but over come by your misconception.

I'm always on the look out in this over-whelming shroud.

Venerate me as I dis-own you of possessions that are rightfully mine.

Supplement me in a way only you know of,

Be my superlative companion, this time . . .

Spread, circulate, and disperse of my immortal soul.

Once we part company there will be no crawling role.

Conjure up a remedy for my eternal yearning to be loved.

Your higher state of assumptions leave me ashen.

Supress my urge to share with you this significant turning point in my life.

Supress any emotions I may feel.

It's best to pretend that they are not real.

Supress my heart as it beats.

Why can't you supress your malignant behaviour?

Discrete, condescending, a withering expression. . .

Wipe away the shit from your shoes,

My feelings that you stepped on,

Underlining the fact that I always seem to lose.